So Alone

I have no one to relate to

All I have is my private words to escape to

I sit at home going through my phone

And page through my friends lists

Cause it's friendships that I once knew

I didn't choose to be a loner

I just moved on and kept the distance

Cause I had dreams and they didn't

All they wanted to do was smoke

Wild eyed and fuck bitches

But there's more to life than partying

And I guess that I'm different

I speak but they don't listen

My heart beats but it feels friction

I feel complete but there's something missing

I wanna leave rap but I commited

And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to

I feel like I lost myself, and I feel like I lost you

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit

They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it

Depressed I feeling alone fuck I don't wanna get into it

Like who can I talk to?

The walls hear my voices and it walks through

Like I talk and no one's listening

I go crazy and there's no one to witness it

I feel so alone

So alone

I feel so alone

There's no one to talk to (yeah)

I'm getting pissed off cause I've been pissed on

What is with y'all trying to put me down

Trying to come up from the underground

Gettin' the crowd wild cause my style bringin' them smiles

You've been hatin', debatin'

If I'm overrated havin' conversations with peers

Sayin' I'm to basic and I'll never make it

I will not get famous this isn't my year

I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck

All I want to do is touch your heart

This is my life I'm playin' my part

I'm tryna' find light when my times get dark

You don't understand, you never lived my life

When you grow up seeing your parents drunk all the time

Big brother gangbangin' his whole life

How the fuck you think that won't affect mine?

I feel lonely, reality just set in

And it just got harder

I never had a role model so I wanna be one for my daughter

Cause my whole life it feels like

Everyone broke they promise

But I'm still standin', tell my fam I got us

Always workin' ot in the studio talkin' about my problems

And I promise it'll never end. I t feels like I ain't never had a friend

I'm not gonna lose tell em I came here to win

I'm rappin' about my life where do I begin

They wanna see me fall but I'm still standin'

They try to put me down but I still manage

They try to send threats but I don't panic

I know that I'm the best its a bad habit

(Yeah)

(Yeah)